tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13918354719824728832024-03-19T07:14:58.554-04:00Keeping Faithour journey to parenthoodChristinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.comBlogger101125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-78862635602845014772014-09-26T13:37:00.000-04:002014-09-26T13:37:24.415-04:00Gianna MarieI have been MIA mostly because this happened 2 weeks early...<br />
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Born: August 28, 2014; 6 pounds 8 ounces; 18 1/2 inches long</div>
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It was a long drawn out labor and delivery that ended in a c-section.<br />
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Feeling very blessed but BUSY! For that reason it may be awhile until I post again as I will be enjoying my beautiful family. God is gracious!Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-68385241242629302242014-08-15T07:53:00.000-04:002014-08-15T07:53:12.557-04:00Time flies!Time flies! Sorry for my lack of updates. Next week I will already be full-term. Whoa! Like I said time flies. Sometimes it seems like it is going slow, especially as my belly continues to grow. While I am so thankful to have made it this far in my pregnancy I am ready for this baby to start thinking about coming to the outside. I am ready to be able to play with Alexa easier and chase her around the way she wants! A few weeks ago I was able to stop my injections. This has allowed me to sleep a bit better thank goodness. I am back to school/work now but only until September 5th. My due date of September 10th is fast approaching. We can't wait to meet this little girl in a few short weeks!Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-55347380337540517132014-07-07T17:54:00.001-04:002014-07-07T17:54:30.454-04:00Say A Little Prayer!I will be 31 weeks on Wednesday. Time is going fast. Unfortunately, after being able to decrease my shots for a few weeks I found out I have to go back to twice a week again until my next blood draw. I need prayers...lots of prayers. This is so discouraging to me mostly because they make me feel awful. Baby has been doing well and as a family we seem to keep on going but it is wearing on all of us. I will update again hopefully soon but until then any prayers you may have to help keep me motivated are appreciated!Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-77407080612982718722014-06-16T08:25:00.000-04:002014-06-16T08:33:13.121-04:00While I'm Waiting<br />
This week I enter my third trimester of this pregnancy. I feel so blessed to have made it this far and never imagined this would be my life even 6 months ago. As I enter into this last leg of pregnancy many emotions come to the surface. I remember the pain and agony of our miscarriage and infertility treatments, the waiting throughout our adoption of Alexa, and the pure joy of holding our daughter for the first time. I forgot I had made this video about our adoption until the other day when sorting through documents on the computer. When we first decided to expand our family less than a year after marriage I had no idea the journey we would be taken on. We are so excited to be adding to our family again in a different way and know Alexa is going to make an awesome big sister. We love you baby girl!<br />
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<br />Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-36537067733505023732014-06-06T08:05:00.001-04:002014-06-06T08:05:29.025-04:00Quick Update!This will be a quick update! As of Wednesday I am 26 weeks pregnant. The weeks have been going by fast. I am very happy that school is out for the summer and I am hoping this will provide some relief from my exhaustion at the end of the day. I will also get to spend some more time with Alexa which I am looking forward to! Unfortunately, I am still having to get my progesterone injections. THEY.ARE.AWFUL! My numbers are good every two weeks but not good enough to stop. I realize they are important for the baby but I am in extreme need of a break from them. The best way I can explain the pain is to imagine trying to sleep on a really large, hard, sharp rock. The lumps the medication leaves on my body are awful and impossible to allow me to get comfortable. I have started to see a massage therapist and hoping that helps me some. Prayers for good numbers in two weeks are greatly appreciated. At this point I don't even care if I have to do them the entire pregnancy I would just like to decrease to doing them one time a week!! We are slowly but surely getting things ready around our house for the new baby. I will try to post pictures of the nursery when it is close to finished!Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-84475162164809219792014-05-11T12:02:00.000-04:002014-05-11T12:02:18.659-04:00Happy Mother's Day!It has been a crazy Mother's Day already (i.e. 16 month old at church makes for several hair pulling moments) but I am happy to be sitting on the couch with my feet up while Alexa naps. She seems to always try to catch up on sleep on the weekends (THANK YOU LORD!). <br />
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I have many emotions today. I think of my mother and the fact that while this has been me and Aaron's journey to parenthood she has also been affected. Countless hugs, hours listening to me sob on the phone over grief, fear, sickness, and joy! My mom has always been there and always will be for as long as she can. For that I am grateful. I think of Aaron's mom, Darlene and stepmom, Jeanie. I have cried several times throughout this pregnancy over the fact that I never got to meet Darlene, that she will never hold our babies here in the present, and that she was taken too soon from this earth. However, my heart leaps with joy that a wonderful woman has been able to be there for my husband throughout his life. Someone to wipe away his tears, comfort him, and listen to him when needed. God is good and always provides! I think of Alexa's birthmother and the fact that I would not be celebrating this day as I am had it not been for her. What courage, what sacrifice...what LOVE!<br />
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The last few weeks have been better for me. I haven't been as sick but don't think I am ever going to be that glowing, pregnant woman. I am still having to continue my injections. The 1-2 days following the medicine I am usually exhausted, unmotivated, sore, and sick. At least I can get out of bed! Praise the Lord for that one! Heartburn is bad and I know it is for many pregnant women. I may need to mention this more to my doctor though as the days after my injections it is so bad that I often do get nauseated from it. It doesn't seem to matter what I eat, how much I eat, or if I lay down right away or not. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. I have already bought stock in Tums and stay away from foods I know will cause a flare up. I am also feeling some round ligament pain which is worse because I am still coughing (and seems to aggravate the pains) from the cold I caught from Alexa, or my students, or that lady who touched the milk after coughing into her hand at the grocery store. Ugh! Anyways, I am very thankful to be where I am at today compared to even a few weeks ago. We have another ultrasound in 2 weeks. I will have more blood work done the 20th. Hoping for good news and most importantly a big, strong, healthy baby!Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-84168831839668649122014-04-26T20:54:00.001-04:002014-04-26T20:54:13.178-04:00Oh boy or GIRL!This is my first post in months. I warned all of you of my hiatus back in November but I am glad to be back. A lot has happened in the last few months. Rather than one big summary I have been secretly documenting the events leading up to today...<br />
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November 2013-<br />
This month came and went fairly uneventfully. Thankful for our many blessings in 2013.<br />
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December 2013-<br />
While this month was busier with Christmas, birthdays, and what not it was also fairly uneventful in my eyes.<br />
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January 3, 2014-<br />
Pre-op visit with my NaPro Dr. for my laproscopy January 13th. All is set and right on track. I am a little nervous to have this surgery done but know it is a necessary step in hopefully determining my bizarre cycle symptoms. I have been continuing progesterone supplements without any trouble and seeing a difference in myself (i.e. cycle regulating, less moody, etc.) which is exciting.<br />
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January 4, 2014-<br />
Alexa's 1st birthday party! We had so much fun and could hardly believe our baby girl would be 1 in a few short days. Experience my first indication something is different this month as I am the only one in my parents' house that can smell something awful and start gagging. Brush it off and move on with the day. My period is also two days late but I am not convinced that it means anything.<br />
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January 5, 2014-<br />
Winter weather advisory is announced. Pretty certain school will be cancelled. Decide it is probably a good idea to go buy a pregnancy test in case we get stuck in our house for a few days.<br />
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January 6, 2014-<br />
Glad I bought those pregnancy tests because it is a winter wonderland. Still not convinced enough to test.<br />
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January 7, 2014-<br />
Alexa's 1st birthday! Finally decide I better take a pregnancy test in case I am pregnant and need to start extra progesterone supplementation. IT'S POSITIVE!! We are in a state of shock and disbelief. I start further progesterone suppositories at night per doctor recommendation. My surgery for the 13th is obviously cancelled!<br />
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January 8-February 16, 2014-<br />
Begin to experience a variety of emotions and FEAR that this pregnancy will end in miscarriage too. Also experience some spotting several times. Despite this at ~6 week pregnant an early ultrasound reveals a baby with a flickering heartbeat. Have another ultrasound at ~8 weeks. Baby still looks great with a heartbeat. The morning (more like "all day") sickness has set in and really has me discouraged. Many foods I find aversive and often gag at various smells. On top of that I caught a stomach bug, as did Alexa (note-it is no fun cleaning up a vomiting toddler at 2 in the morning). Sometime in mid-January I learn I need extra progesterone supplementation and start twice weekly progesterone injections (PAINFUL!!!!!). Worry every day about the health and growth of this baby. Check for spotting at least 20 times a day! Pray, pray, pray and worry, worry worry...Trying to live a normal life as much as possible but can't help but feel discouraged at times that my world has been turned upside down. I am getting frustrated that my hips/butt hurts so bad from the injections that I can hardly sleep, walk or play with my baby girl. Keeping this secret is starting to get to me so we tell a few family members and co-workers who we would want to know right away if something did not go right. At times I wonder if the morning sickness is real or if it is just my worrying that has my stomach upset (probably both).<br />
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February 17, 2014-<br />
Experienced a very strange "sick" feeling. Although I had felt this way before a few times this was more intense. I was jittery like I had drank a large cup of coffee, felt sick to my stomach and was very weak. Is this all in my head? Am I having a panic attack? Is this just really bad pregnancy sickness? I wasn't sure and still don't know. What I do know is I have a miscarriage and infertility to blame for my anxiety. However, I am not doing a very good job of controlling it. This is all out of my control, whatever happens, and I need to remember that. I pray all day, every day for this peace but love this baby so much already it is devastating to think about losing it.<br />
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February 18, 2014-<br />
School is cancelled yet again due to snow. Feeling better today. Having some anxiety about our ultrasound tomorrow. Will the baby still have a heartbeat? Did I already miscarry? How can I get these thoughts to go away? This is what pregnancy after infertility does to you. You doubt your body, you doubt that anything pregnancy related will go right for you. So many negative tests, so many medications, so many years of let downs. Dear God, please let this baby be big, strong and healthy. You are in control of this. Whatever the outcome, it is in your hands and I know you will give me the strength to get through it.<br />
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February 19-March 3, 2014-<br />
We saw baby wiggling around again with a strong heartbeat. Deep sigh of relief for now! My "morning" sickness continues and the pain from the progesterone injections (still having to continue twice a week-next blood draw is March 11th) is wearing on me. I can't sleep well at night because of the pain in my hips from the injections and forget my usual stomach sleeping as my belly is visibly growing. This is all very surreal to me. As I edge closer and closer to the end of the first trimester I pray harder and harder to feel better. I want to enjoy this pregnancy (anxiety and all) but nausea and severe pain are making it near impossible. A few days of relief from the all day sickness are very welcomed around the same time I get a call that my iron levels are slightly low. I start a new prenatal vitamin and iron supplements. BAM! More nausea. Was it the new pills? Just a coincidence? I am so thankful for this life growing inside of me but I want so badly to have some relief. Aaron has been amazing and doing twice the amount of work he usually does around the house. This is hard as I am not one to just lay around and do nothing but I have started to give in. Dear God, please take this sick feeling and pain away from me soon. Give me the strength to endure whatever is left of it and keep this baby healthy and strong.<br />
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March 4-March 18, 2014-<br />
Still pregnant, still sick, still vomiting, still in pain from my injections, still weak and still tired. Work is so hard and I am pretty sure Alexa has watched Baby Einstein over 100 times in the last month.<br />
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March 19, 2014-<br />
I am 15 weeks pregnant! Heard the baby's strong heartbeat today. Found out a few days ago I have to continue my progesterone injections twice a week. I want nothing more than to stop these. They are so painful and make sleep near impossible. Still nauseous some days and so tired I can hardly get out of bed on others. Does this ever go away? I am really becoming negative about everything pregnancy related and can tell it is all wearing on my family.<br />
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March 20-24, 2014-<br />
I am still feeling sick several days a week and dream of the day I will enjoy food and company again. However, I have recently had a revelation that I can't continue to mope about this. Yes, when I don't feel good I have every right to lay in bed and maybe shed a tear or two but I am going to try really hard to count my blessings. Despite still being nauseated at times, finding some foods aversive (although I never really know what it will be and when), and barely being able to lift my head off a pillow some afternoons, I am slowly discovering that I have more hours of feeling good than bad. I can stomach a larger variety of foods. God has provided help when we have needed it. Alexa has been a big helper and can play independently on days when it is necessary. I am on spring break this week (this means Alexa is still going to the sitter and I can get some extra rest in). Warmer days are coming and this always improves my mood in general. We have finally let more than a handful of people know we are expecting (such a big weight off my shoulders).<br />
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I never knew pregnancy could make a person feel so awful (then again I hadn't recently thought of being pregnant at all). It is tough having to watch others care for my family, let housework slide, and not give work 100% of my effort. However, this is life right now and I am going to choose to rejoice no matter what.<br />
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"Rejoice in the Lord always; again I say rejoice." Phil. 4: 4<br />
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March 25, 2014-<br />
I am rejoicing in the fact that I went all morning and afternoon yesterday feeling pretty good! In the evening some of the nausea and fatigue came back but it was such a welcomed relief from what I had been experiencing. Maybe this is a good sign? I have to go get more blood work done today to check my progesterone levels. I am really hoping my levels have risen so I can cut back on the shots. My hips are so sore and it would be nice to know my body is doing what it is supposed to do. If not I will keep trucking along with a lovely limp. Praying at the very least that my levels have not decreased.<br />
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March 26-April 9, 2014-<br />
I am 18 weeks! WOW!<br />
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Well my levels didn't decrease or increase last time..they stayed the same. This meant I had to keep doing the shots. Somehow the last several weeks they have not been as painful. However, I seem to always feel "off" the day or two after the shots (tired, achey, etc.). I had blood work done again April 8th. Here's to hoping for better news!<br />
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I have been feeling better (decrease in nausea but HELLO heartburn). Evenings are the hardest for me. After getting up at 5:30, working all day, and helping to entertain Alexa I am just exhausted. Some nights I can't even muster up enough energy to help put her to bed (this seems worse the day or two after my shots). So thankful for the wonderful husband I have!<br />
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I think I have been feeling movement from the baby. Sometimes it feels like tiny bubbles or flutters..or maybe just gas? hahaha We have an appointment in two weeks to find out the sex of the baby. We will be finding out and sharing. This has been a crazy journey and we are ready to announce the details!<br />
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April 10-April 23, 2014-<br />
20 weeks pregnant today!<br />
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I am officially feeling better (please Lord let it stay this way). I rarely feel nauseated and my energy levels are better (pretty certain I will be more tired this entire pregnancy but at least I am not falling asleep an hour after I wake up). I have some heartburn which is more annoying than anything but at this point more tolerable than the first trimester. I am definitely feeling the baby move which is awesome but strange at the same time! Aaron has even been able to feel movement on the outside! Still doing my injections (yuck!) Last blood draw my levels went up quite a bit but still in the same zone that indicates I have to keep following the same protocol. I had blood drawn yesterday and as always I am hoping they have risen so I can decrease the dosage (praying praying praying the levels have not decreased). We have an ultrasound on the 25th. We will find out if it is a boy or girl. I am a little anxious and really just want to see a big, strong, healthy baby more than anything. Looking forward to this milestone and what is yet to come.<br />
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April 25, 2014<br />
IT'S A GIRL!<br />
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Our ultrasound went great and baby is looking good. Estimated due date is still September 10, 2014. We feel so blessed to have come this far and we are so excited for Alexa to have a little sister. She is going to be a wonderful big sister! Ready or not we not really need to start thinking about getting things together for this baby. This has really been a crazy roller coaster ride. I hope you can all keep up. I will try to continue to post updates as I can.Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-50715357549514894172013-11-26T09:53:00.001-05:002013-11-26T09:53:28.334-05:00Give Thanks & Take A Break!So…we have a plan! Yay! I am a planner and organizer by nature but much of my life the last 4 1/2 years has not gone as "planned". Therefore, I say that we have a plan very loosely. In all reality, whatever happens, happens, but at least we have an idea of what our future may look like.<br />
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We are 95% positive we will be staying in our current town. It just works for us. Sure I would love to live closer to a larger city with quicker access to shopping, restaurants and whatever my little heart desires but I grew up in a small town (actually smaller) and I think I turned out just fine! Right now we are still awaiting official quotes from our builder but do have several lots picked out if this is the direction we decide to take. If the quotes come back in our range then we will purchase a lot. If not we will continue to house hunt in the area and/or consider adding onto our existing home. Our house is officially for sale and we have already had a showing. The open house is a few weeks away. If we cannot sell our house by April it will come off the market for the time being and we will be pursuing adoption #2. If it does sell our plans to adopt will be put on hold until we build our home or find a house that suits us.<br />
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In the meantime, we are soaking up lots of time with our sweet little blessing who is WALKING. Oh my goodness she is on the move. I am pretty sure she does not stop all day except to nap and sleep at night. I love it despite how exhausted I am by the time she goes to bed. I can't believe she will turn ONE in January!<br />
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I would also like to let all my loyal readers know that I will be taking a break from blogging for a bit. I feel it is so important that I keep this blog going as a support for those struggling with infertility and prospective adoptive parents but with the craziness of the holidays it is just one more thing to think about. I want to focus on my family and myself. In January I am having a surgery to rule out some health reasons for our difficulty conceiving. I need to focus on my health and well-being and will be back in February to update you all on our whereabouts! Any and all prayers for a smooth and successful surgery are greatly appreciated!<br />
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Happy Thanksgiving!!<br />
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<br />Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-72891551808726801372013-11-04T19:17:00.000-05:002013-11-04T19:17:54.398-05:00National Adoption MonthNovember is National Adoption Month. It also happens to be one of my busiest months at work for the school year (thank goodness for Thanksgiving and Christmas Break!). I just wanted to write a quick post making sure to mention this for all of my friends who may not be aware of such a special month. Help spread the awareness of adoption, open adoption and everything adoption related. We are so blessed by adoption but there is so little awareness of what adoption is like for those in our generation.<br />
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By the way, no exciting news (yet) regarding our possible move, house building/searching, second adoption etc. Basic plans are in the works but we continue to wait for God's perfect timing. Any prayers are greatly appreciated for guidance in such life changing decisions!<br />
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<br />Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-57273932379889210382013-10-13T09:37:00.003-04:002013-10-13T09:37:33.376-04:00Mirror MirrorI have had something on my heart for quite some time now and feel I need to get it out in the open. This is not meant to offend anyone who may have said this directly to me or Aaron or have thought this very thing. Rather, it is just my way of letting you all know how I (I should include Aaron in this as well) feel regardless of what may be.<br />
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Since bringing Alexa home (seriously I think we heard this phrase the 1st week she was in our home) I hardly go a few weeks without hearing, "she looks just like you" or "she looks just like Aaron". While I am very flattered considering I think Alexa is a beautiful little girl, whether or not she looks like me makes no difference. When we decided to adopt we went into the process with an open heart and open mind. Alexa could have jet black hair and dark skin, look absolutely nothing like me, and I would love her just the same. Some parents' biological children are a mirror image of them and others are complete individuals from head to toe. It is the same in an adoption but the LOVE is just the same!<br />
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I think many people who have not struggled with infertility, let alone have not gone through an adoption, do not understand that it is not about who looks like who. Many times I feel someone is trying to make me feel better about our "situation". We are proud of who Alexa is, who we are as a family, who her birth family is, and that she was adopted. I think many adoptive parents would say the same. She will grow up knowing who her birth parents are and that she looks very much like them as well. The fact that she resembles us may deter questions such as, "well why do I have dark/light skin and you don't?", that many interracial families have to answer but we will still get questions about her adoption. It is a part of who she is and as her parents we want to instill a type of confidence in her surrounding her adoption. It is not a taboo subject in our household. While some adoptive parents will not agree with being open about telling her adoption story to random people (now I don't tell everyone I meet in the grocery store haha) we want Alexa to grow up knowing that we view her adoption as a wonderful part of her life and ours.<br />
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September pretty much came and went in the blink of an eye for us. I am feeling more comfortable at work but know I will continue to learn as the year goes on. We finally made it to Sauder Village for their Apple Butter Days this past weekend which was a lot of fun. We are not much closer to a decision regarding moving but have met with several builders and are waiting to hear on our quotes. What we hear back will determine if we move/build now and adopt again a little later or adopt again sooner and move/build a little later. It is hard to stay patient during all of this but staying patient lifted us out of the fog and brought us great joy before. I can't wait to see what it will do again!<br />
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<br />Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-33445411377854746932013-09-09T07:38:00.001-04:002013-09-09T07:38:55.896-04:00A tough job!I had forgot how stressful starting a new job could be! All the new policies, procedures, staff, children, buildings, etc. etc. Oh I can't forget paperwork right ugh the bane of my existence. I am pretty sure whoever came up with the idea of documentation didn't actually have to do it!<br />
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I am still trying to get the hang of our new routine that's for sure. It has been great getting home earlier but I also leave the house earlier. Although we have been going non-stop on little sleep since Alexa was born it has been exhausting going non-stop from 5:30 am until about 8:30 pm every day. I have a new found appreciation for what my parents did for me growing up. Just wanted to say thank you mom and dad. Being a parent is a tough job!Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-32119107093139570462013-08-24T08:58:00.000-04:002013-08-24T08:58:29.015-04:00"Gotcha Day"As promised here is a picture of us at the adoption finalization the beginning of this month. The judge was great! He was really a wonderful man and made all our nerves disappear the second he walked into the room. He told us to sit back and relax! Really? I could hardly believe it! Not anything like I expected. It was very welcomed, however, after having to get up really early to drive to court with a 6 month old who then refused to nap in the car. As usual though she stole the judges heart and was as sweet as ever! After court we went out to eat with our support system for the day :) It was a wonderful, simple celebration. We plan to make it a tradition every year on August 1st to do something as a family. As Alexa gets older we will let her choose what we do that day whether it be going to a special restaurant, getting ice cream, or hanging out at the zoo. We also bought her a charm bracelet that will obviously not fit her until she is much older but every August we hope to let her pick out a new charm to add to it. Her first charm is just a simple heart with her name and the finalization date. We will choose a charm for the first few years and then let it up to her from there. Looking forward to celebrating her "gotcha day" for years to come!<br />
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<br />Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-43634752667371400172013-08-09T13:35:00.002-04:002013-08-09T13:38:55.854-04:00Busy Busy BusyI am going to apologize now for my lack of posts recently and in the next month. I have officially started my new job, we are in the process of deciding whether or not we need to move, and I can't forget about our wonderful, 7-month old daughter who is days away from crawling! Therefore, my house is a mess and I spend most of my time continuing to baby proof our home. On top of all of that craziness we have all had a fabulous summer cold (this means absolutely no sleep in our house), endured two trips to the vet and possibly have to put down our 2-year old beautiful cat. Hence this may be why I am on the verge of losing my mind. Life has been good but busy and crazy. So crazy that I forgot to let all of you know that we did indeed finalize the adoption!!!! YAY!!! We had an awesome judge. We were his last case before retiring after 40 years. He was beyond excited and court was a very laid-back experience! I hope to have more time some evening to document about that experience and share pictures but life is calling so until next time....Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-22869090371666160272013-07-26T09:47:00.002-04:002013-07-26T09:51:59.021-04:006 months! What a blessing!Every day I see this cute little plaque hanging in my daughter's room. It was a gift from her birth family for her Baptism and every day I think how true this statement is about this beautiful little girl who was brought into our lives through adoption. It is a wonderful reminder that many of our blessings come through our most difficult trials!<br />
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So quick warning...below you will see a few adorable pictures. I know I know I could write about something more interesting but since my daughter was adopted I feel I can boast a bit about how cute she is. After all, I really can't take any of the credit for her looks!! Last week we had her 6 month pictures taken (<a href="http://www.heather-marie.com/" target="_blank">Thank you Heather</a>!). 6 months! Where has the time gone! Alexa has truly been a JOY and a BLESSING!<br />
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Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-46016016110909523122013-07-15T20:15:00.000-04:002013-07-15T20:15:13.585-04:00Wordless!I've been finding myself at a loss for words lately. I want to write and would love to write more often but my thoughts are foggy. I have been facing this same issue with prayer as well. I know I should pray, I want to pray, but only a few words come to mind or none at all. Why? I am chalking it up to the fact that life has been one big whirlwind the last 6 months. A WONDERFUL whirlwind but crazy nonetheless! I have plenty of things to think about, stress about, etc. etc. I don't want to add feeling bad about my lack of "good" prayers too. Then I came across this last Tuesday when I did have time to breathe for a few minutes...<br />
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You mean I can still communicate with the Lord without speaking? I am pretty sure I let out a big deep breath after reading these scripture verses. I felt myself relax a bit and worry less because God had just reassured me that even in my weakness and when I am at my most vulnerable in life his love and concern for me is beyond my understanding. This was such a profound idea to me because if any of you are like me when I am struggling with something in life I feel like I need to pray immediately so that God knows what I am thinking. However, during those difficult times or crazy times I am often at a loss for words and become frustrated. Thank you Father for your gracious gift of your Holy Spirit!Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-32202395930359201102013-07-09T15:39:00.000-04:002013-07-09T15:39:15.387-04:00Ah...summer!Well I am officially done with my job at the hospital and will be starting at my new job in a few weeks! I am really looking forward to it but starting to get a little nervous as well. Last week we took a vacation to a small lake in Indiana called Lake Pleasant. Growing up my family often went on vacations near the water. We would go fishing, take numerous boat rides. tubing, water skiing, camp fires, etc. It was a very relaxing week overall except for the minor fact that my dad ended up in the hospital with pancreatitis. Thank you to all those who prayed for a quick recovery. He is already out of the hospital and doing much better. I will post again real soon but the little one is waking up from her nap so today I will leave you with our week in review via pictures...<br />
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<br />Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-45075675726279900592013-06-17T20:58:00.003-04:002013-06-17T20:58:51.944-04:00Unanswered QuestionsI only have 2 weeks left at my current job. 2 WEEKS! A month and a half ago I didn't think that leaving my current job was even possible. Alexa's adoption isn't even finalized, I am a new and frazzled mother of a 5 month old, and I enjoy what I do overall so the thought wasn't much more than just a thought not long ago. Then God moved a few mountains, worked on my heart and here I am, starting a new job that I am already ecstatic about in August! I am going to get to spend more time with my daughter and doing other things I love, a dream that I have always had when envisioning my life in the future.<br />
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I have finally found a bit more balance in my prayer life since bringing Alexa home and am welcoming the bits of quiet time I get to spend with God. I still find myself questioning God at times and asking him "what next?" I am an impatient person if you didn't know this already. It is a big struggle of mine. I always want to be one step ahead but God has made me open my eyes to the realization that no matter how far ahead I think I am he is the one in control!<br />
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As my last day draws near Aaron and I have been asking ourselves many big questions. Do we move a bit closer to work?, Do we build or buy a home?, Do we want to adopt again (ok this one is already answered, YES!)?, How soon do we adopt again?, Do we try more fertility treatments again? Do we have the money to adopt again, to build a home, to follow our dreams? So many unanswered questions but I know God has this under control I just need to listen and move in the direction he tells my heart to move.<br />
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On a lighter note here are a few pictures from the past few weeks:<br />
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So happy to be 5 months old!</div>
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Favorite time of the day...BATH TIME!</div>
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Happy 1st Father's Day Aaron. I always knew you would make one amazing daddy. </div>
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Trying sweet potatoes for the first time!</div>
Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-89181633940009669252013-06-12T20:38:00.000-04:002013-06-12T20:38:10.307-04:00Emotional Debt? Wow it has been awhile since my last post! The weeks have been flying by lately! Alexa continues to reach milestone after milestone. We recently introduced her to her first solid food and so far so good! It is amazing how quickly babies learn new things. I think almost every day I notice her doing something new.<br />
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I haven't had a chance to upload new pictures to my computer the past few weeks but did want to share this awesome article from author and adoptive father, Russell Elkins:<br />
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Every day, no matter how tired or discouraged I might be, I feel immensely blessed to have Alexa in my life. However, seeing my daughter smile and reach for me (her mommy!) came at a cost (and no I am not talking about a dollar amount). This is one fact that will never change. Just like Russell, Aaron and I are forever in debt to Alexa's birthparents for allowing us to have our dream of parenthood, and to be called mommy and daddy, come true. We love them and they have become a part of our family. This concept is hard for many people I talk to about our adoption to understand and a better topic for another time. Regardless, this life that I am living now brings me so much joy and happiness and in the end that is what matters, not how my family was formed or who is a part of it day to day.<br />
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<br />Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-71489558825464111742013-05-24T20:08:00.003-04:002013-05-24T20:10:52.791-04:00MilestonesI have many updates since the last time I posted. First of all I want to share some of the pictures from Alexa's Baptism last weekend. Even though it was hot everything went well. We did discover that despite going to daycare, having numerous visits from all sorts of people since she was born and traveling all over the state already at only 4 months old, Miss Alexa is a little shy of strangers. That coupled with the fact that she is definitely going through some sort of developmental phase and we had one upset baby several times throughout the day. However, she charmed everyone at the church by LOVING the water being poured over her head and smiling at her daddy!<br />
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As I said before, we have known the last few weeks that something was up with Alexa. I have researched something called the Wonder Weeks (based on a book) since Alexa was born and she has pretty much fit each predicted fussy week perfectly. This happened to be Wonder Week 19 (please cue the dramatic music here) and we checked off all of the signs exactly: loss of appetite, sleep regression, clingy, demands more attention, shy around unfamiliar people, etc. Oftentimes these Wonder Weeks lead up to a new developmental milestone (i.e. cooing, discovering hands/feet) which in Alexa's case was ROLLING OVER!!! This evening after Aaron laid her down on her tummy, for the first time ever she immediately flipped over to her back. As this Wonder Week comes to a close her appetite is slowly coming back, she is sleeping better and new milestones are revealing themselves. It hasn't been easy, especially on mom and dad haha but so worth it to see these new discoveries.<br />
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In other news I have made a big decision to take a new job at a local school as their Speech-Language Pathologist. I will be starting in the fall. While sad to leave all my co-workers at the hospital I am looking forward to this new change and what it has to offer for my family!! Wish me luck!!Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-76347154778808719582013-05-17T19:55:00.001-04:002013-05-17T19:55:22.348-04:004 months old!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Alexa is such a happy baby! I can't believe how fast four months has gone by. She is definitely a daddy's girl, loves to put just about anything in her mouth, recently discovered she has feet and steals just about everyone's heart she meets. We have her Baptism this weekend and we are looking forward to spending lots of time with family, including getting to see Alexa's birth family. Here's to hoping for good weather this weekend!<br />
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Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-34098826132191687292013-05-16T21:11:00.004-04:002013-05-16T21:11:59.934-04:00Exhausted!I'm exhausted! That was exactly what I was thinking when I finally came home this evening. Many people, most people, with and without children, feel this way often. I was so delighted to come across today's <a href="http://www.girlfriendsingod.com/2013/im-exhausted-2/" target="_blank">Girlfriend In God devotional</a>. I can't get over how fitting it was for my exact feelings today. However, I really shouldn't be surprised. I know God works in amazing and awe-inspiring ways. While getting my haircut tonight, exhausted, hungry and really wanting my bed I saw a new friend I only met a week ago walk through the doors. Just a week ago I was praying for her. More specifically I was praying she would find a job. Come to find out 3 days after we met, 3 days after myself and several others began to pray for her, a job opportunity arose. Now, she is completing her first full week at her new job! AMAZING! I am pretty sure my jaw fell straight to the floor when I found out. Praise the Lord! Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-11072658063794731942013-05-05T08:07:00.001-04:002013-05-05T08:11:23.452-04:00Our MiracleWell happy May everyone! The weather has been really beautiful here. We have been able to enjoy it some but it is hard when we don't get home until after 5, need to get dinner ready and before we know it, it is time to start getting Alexa ready for bed. Hoping to get out for a walk today sometime together! I also haven't had much time to do my daily reflections and I sure am missing them. I have tried getting up a little earlier, staying up a little later, put off housework etc. but it just seems that no matter what something gets in the way. My little love bug is napping already this morning as she was up very early today. We had to switch formula again for various reasons I won't go into. I think it is making her gassy as she was up and down all night which is very unusual for her.<br />
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Anyways, I am thanking God this morning for this moment of reflection as it has felt like we have gone too long without a good conversation. Since Alexa was up so early and is already napping Aaron said he would go to the grocery store early so we could spend more time together today. So I am sitting in peace and quiet at the moment, taking this God-filled moment in. This week I was very happy to know that my blog continues to intrigue others and is being used to help and educate other couples struggling with infertility. Although that was not the main purpose when I started this blog it has become a place that many are telling me they feel like they can go and not feel alone. My mom texted me on Monday I think it was for the web address again. She was at work and got to talking with one of her patients about her family. Come to find out one of her children and their spouse was having trouble conceiving. My mom shared our story and the woman asked for this web address to share it with her daughter. This made me smile and I hope this particular woman is reading my blog as we speak. While adoption may not be for everyone I hope it helps her find hope and comfort. We are part of an ever-growing issue that is still very much taboo and misunderstood at times and need to stick together. If I had to tell her one thing it is that no matter how her future children come to her or what her future brings, God does not make mistakes and every step along what may seem a torturous journey is worth the <b><u>miracle</u></b> at the end.<br />
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<br />Christinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08385248018758303636noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391835471982472883.post-29431179207560474312013-04-27T09:00:00.001-04:002013-04-27T09:00:52.146-04:00Moments to Remember!This blog post if for my grandfather who I know checks my blog for updates regularly. It is going to be very picture heavy! Love you grandpa! Enjoy!<br />
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