Unanswered Questions

I only have 2 weeks left at my current job. 2 WEEKS! A month and a  half ago I didn't think that leaving my current job was even possible. Alexa's adoption isn't even finalized, I am a new and frazzled mother of a 5 month old, and I enjoy what I do overall so the thought wasn't much more than just a thought not long ago. Then God moved a few mountains, worked on my heart and here I am, starting a new job that I am already ecstatic about in August! I am going to get to spend more time with my daughter and doing other things I love, a dream that I have always had when envisioning my life in the future.

I have finally found a bit more balance in my prayer life since bringing Alexa home and am welcoming the bits of quiet time I get to spend with God. I still find myself questioning God at times and asking him "what next?" I am an impatient person if you didn't know this already. It is a big struggle of mine. I always want to be one step ahead but God has made me open my eyes to the realization that no matter how far ahead I think I am he is the one in control!

As my last day draws near Aaron and I have been asking ourselves many big questions. Do we move a bit closer to work?, Do we build or buy a home?, Do we want to adopt again (ok this one is already answered, YES!)?, How soon do we adopt again?, Do we try more fertility treatments again? Do we have the money to adopt again, to build a home, to follow our dreams?  So many unanswered questions but I know God has this under control I just need to listen and move in the direction he tells my heart to move.

On a lighter note here are a few pictures from the past few weeks:

 So happy to be 5 months old!

 Favorite time of the day...BATH TIME!

Happy 1st Father's Day Aaron. I always knew you would make one amazing daddy. 

Trying sweet potatoes for the first time!